So I have come to the conclusion that I am terrible at keeping in touch with people. I got an email from my best friend from high school and as I was writing her back I realized that while I love her deeply, I really have no idea what is going on in her life. When was the last time I really talked to her? Why was it so long ago? And she is only one of many people I feel this way about. I do promise my intentions are good however. I think about all of you who are far away all the time. I follow your blogs religiously and stalk you on facebook every chance I get. And while I think about picking up the phone and calling or sending a quick email, I don't actually do it. And I am the master at making excuses about it. "Oh the time difference..." "Oh an email is too impersonal..." But when you get right down to it, I just suck at keeping in touch with people. I want to change. I'm sure I've probably told myself I will many times before, but it obviously hasn't happened. So what to do? I guess all I can do is try, and hope that all of you know how much I really do love you and miss you and think about you and wonder what you are up to all time. Consider this my electronic apology and bear hug.
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